“Watching the Wheels” is one of my favorite songs of all time.
John Lennon died on my eight birthday. I always felt a kinship…a responsibility to remember him because we share a day. And to me, this is one of his best.
I find this song appropriate as I prepare for my day tomorrow. A few posts back I wrote about a reader who reached out to me as Maestro and I were about to watch Exodus. Her message struck a chord with me as we are on a similar journey…both of us seeking God and enlightenment in our D/s relationships. And tomorrow, I will have the opportunity to meet this lovely woman.
As serendipity would have it, she is visiting a nearby state and is willing to make the drive here to meet me. I have to admit, I am a bit nervous. Yes, I know….I’ve done things far scarier than this that involve a variety of gentlemen and a variety of scenarios. But this is a different kind of nervous. After all, outside of a handful of friends and close acquaintances, no one knows my real identity. On the blog, I am anonymous…equipped with a laptop and a pseudonym. I can express my thoughts freely.
And tomorrow, I will sit face to face with a reader (who I might add is also sharing her identity) to discuss this tumultuous journey of mine. To discuss the experiences within her journey (hers is a bit different, as she is exploring D/s in her established marriage). To discuss where we find God in all of this. How we seek solace in the guidance and direction of our partners and ultimately in The Almighty.
I am excited to meet my new friend. I am eager to hear about her journey. I hope that we are able to glean much from each other’s experiences. It will be refreshing to talk with someone who sees the dynamic in a similar light as I do.
So I leave you with this…
People say I’m crazy, doing what I’m doing
Well they give me all kinds of warnings, to save me from ruin
When I say that I’m okay, well they look at me kinda strange
“Surely, you’re not happy now, you no longer play the game”
Thank you for this. This beautiful post. Best wishes on meeting up with your new friend tomorrow. Please share with your readers how it goes.
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Thanks! I also hope it goes well. I plan to share the details…I even have a potential song picked out for the post!
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i look forward to hearing how your meeting goes. i, too, have really been looking at Daddy and my relationship from a Godly standpoint. i have had many ah ha moments in regards to what the Bible says about the wife submitting to the husband. i so love the friendship that we have made over the course of the last two months. i realize that we don’t know each other’s true identity, but that doesn’t take away from the fact that we share a common bond…a love for Christ and our need to serve the men in our lives that love Christ as well.
jb
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Beautifully said, my friend. It is all about serving the One and The One.
I cherish our friendship as well. I hope things go well tomorrow. I have a feeling I will learn a lot from her. She’s exceptionally wise and I am intrigued by her viewpoints on spirituality and faith. Can’t wait! I’ll keep you posted.
Sounds like you had and AMAZING weekend! I am so happy for you.
Love to you!
lj
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