The alarm was harsh and direct….
Wearily, I picked up my phone to silence its interruption at 4:15 am.
And then it hit me…
TODAY IS THE DAY!!!!
On 12/13/14, I boarded a plane at 6:00 am and flew to see my Maestro. As sleepy as I felt, the adrenaline quickly relieved me of the need for coffee, and I found myself focused and in the zone. I arrived in the Sunshine state less than 3 hours later. The weather was perfect and there were palm trees lining the concourse. I immediately felt like I was on vacation.
I found him in the airport, waiting for me under a large Christmas tree…just like the gift he is in my life.
Once we kissed, I realized that I had finally arrived at my destination.
Not a place….but a state of mind. Wherever he is…is home for me.
We ate breakfast and were lucky to get an early check-in at the hotel. I thought we would take some time to nap, since we were both awake so early. But there was no rest for the weary….
Maestro had a much different agenda.
After hours of play, I found I was no longer tired. I felt energized and alive. There is something about this man…he can wreck a well put-together hairdo in about 10 minutes, changing it from Playboy bunny hair to Medusa.
The things he does to me.
The way he controls me…
The way he pleasures me….
The way he takes me.
Shortly after high noon, I was walking like I was a dancer in a Beyonce video. (Cue “All the Single Ladies…”)
We had a perfect day. Lots of sex. Great conversation. Great food. Good times! But by 10:00 pm, we were both beyond exhausted and fell asleep.
I love waking up next to him. Feeling him watch me as I sleep. Looking into his eyes and knowing what he wants me to do. Knowing this, only by his look. There are no words needed between us.
There is nothing like full submission to Maestro. Giving in and giving all.
All for him.
Giving it all and expecting nothing in return…but getting more than I ever dreamed possible .
The way he makes me feel is a gift. By submitting and letting go, I am able to experience freedom. I can be myself and be accepted. I can be a woman again…not someone’s mom….not someone’s daughter…a real, warm-blooded, wanton, sexual being. Asking for whatever I crave, knowing he will not judge my requests. Knowing that as he violates me, he still honors me…and treats me like a queen…always giving me pleasure beyond pleasure with the degree of kink and Dominance I love….with plenty of spankings for this naughty girl.
After all, it was our birthday weekend…spankings are in order, right?